Saturday, November 16, 2013

Far, far away.

That's where I want to go. Far, far away. Far from "family," far from this reality, far from all of the shit that has been eating me up inside. I am tired of being taken advantage of, for not being strong enough, for not using the word "no." I'm tired of smiling when in reality all I want to do is rip my eyes from their sockets and slink away from the world.

I am tired of trying to hide my depression. I just want all of the bullshit to end, even if that means moving far away and cutting all ties.

I am about to snap.